Why can't I please just sit still and think? I really can't at this time, like I couldn't in many past moments. Panic came over me and I just wanted to decide what I don't want to decide while in reality I don't know anything about that decision I made. If only minds are made like clocks that ticks the same every second. But even clocks need winding up sometimes. At least they don't have you beside them, while I do. Lucky me.

- klei

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